Nisam

Znala

Da

Sam

Ovo

Htela

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Nisam Znala Da Sam Ovo Htela 🎺 🎷 🎸

Verse 1
Long, long,
I haven't been alone,
Truly alone, truly with myself,
To think about tomorrow and just to,

Lie down,
Watching how the light moves
Across the ceiling, reflecting from the street

Pre-Chorus
I had a lot to choose from,
A whirlwind blend - Berlin and the scorching heat
But then I remember.

I am just what I am
And I’m afraid of that outcome,
But when it happens, I realize it is my home,
That’s where I feel best.

Chorus
Darling, sometimes I think this life feels foreign to me,
As if someone else is in my place.
I let myself drift away for a moment, but I quickly come back,
Everything we have is the best possible for me.

Verse 2
It was so nice
When I would
Just leave the house and
No one knew where I was all day.

I’m going and going,
Being carried by circumstances from one situation to another,
Crossing half of Belgrade,
And then.

Pre-Chorus
I had a lot to choose from,
Uncertainty for the end, Africa, May
And then I remember

I live one life but dream of another, and that makes two,
The one I think, I would like to have but don’t want to live,
I chose it myself.

Chorus
Darling, sometimes I think everything I do is so odd,
As if someone else were in my place (did it for me, not me?)
It seems at times, it would be more fun, if I were somewhere else
It seems like someone else’s is always better (than what I have got?)

Darling, sometimes I think this life feels foreign to me,
As if someone else is in my place.
I let myself drift away for a moment, but I quickly come back,
Everything we have is the best possible for me.

The Ending
I won’t change,
And if you ever had asked me earlier,
I never would have said that everything
I have now is just the best it could be.
I won’t change,
Whatever you offer me, NO.
Even if you gave me whatever I wanted before,
I won’t change.

Nisam Znala da Sam Ovo Htela reflects Konstrakta’s introspective journey toward self-acceptance and fulfillment. The song captures her realization that, despite her past desires and uncertainties, her present life holds a value she hadn’t anticipated. Through reflective lyrics, Konstrakta acknowledges that while she once felt distanced from her own choices, she has come to see what she has now as "the best it could be." The song embodies her resilience, emphasizing her commitment to stay true to herself, even if offered what she once thought she wanted. It’s a thoughtful meditation on self-discovery and the surprising clarity that comes with time.

  • This line expresses Konstrakta’s resolve and self-assuredness. Despite past desires or opportunities, she affirms her choice to stay true to herself, highlighting a sense of self-acceptance and stability.

  • Here, Konstrakta reflects on her earlier doubts, expressing surprise at how her current life aligns with her needs. This line captures the realization that what she once might have overlooked or dismissed is now deeply meaningful to her.

  • These lines reinforce her commitment to her present self. Even if offered everything she once desired, Konstrakta chooses not to waver, underscoring the depth of her contentment with who she is now.

These lines seem to trace a journey from doubt to a quiet acceptance, as if Konstrakta is discovering that the life she has now, though unexpected, might actually be what she needed. It’s almost like realizing you love that strange sweater you never thought you’d wear. 😀

The song suggests that contentment isn’t always about big changes—sometimes, it’s about seeing the value in what’s already there.